I didn’t go outside or anything… but someone in my house turned up the thermostat to nearly 90 degrees and it was blazing all the same. Before I know it I was losing my mind. I went on a rampage throwing my phone’s rubber case against the wall and shouting, “This better be w mistake!”

I soon realized that my niece was over here late last night then I slowly calmed down now wanting to wake her.

If I said that I was a hypomaniac before, you probably wouldn’t have believed me. But now a days it’s plainly clear that I show all the symptoms. Not just anger but other symptoms as well…

I have been absent for the better part of a month now. I’ve practically avoided coming on Tumblr, not so much Twitter, and just haven’t really wanted to do anything.

No I’m not going through another emotional phase where I want to withdraw from all of society, crawl in a corner, cry to myself, and think dark depressing thoughts about insecurities and how much other people hate me but I just haven’t had the time to come online for an extensive amount of time. I got on Twitter for short burst but that’s it.

My new baby niece, Aria, had been pretty needy, much like how all babies are, and even though she’s my niece I’ve had to pitch in and help take care of her like she’s my sister. That’s just one thing that I actually like about being gay. I won’t have to take care of a crying baby every two hours after he/she wakes up from a nap and gets all needy. I’ve done that enough for my little brothers and sisters so I consider that as my contribution to baby care.

I’ll make much more of an effort to come on here and reblog the shits from other people and report on my daily life.